Hello from Andrea

Greetings! I am Andrea, the author of Narcissist-Free.com. In July of 2014, I experienced a horrific discard and spent a full year trying to hide my anxiety, fear, grief, anger and longing while working full-time and raising my son as a single mom. Unless you have experienced emotional abuse, it is very difficult to understand what targets (aka victims, survivors, thrivers) endure. After a year of franticly searching for ways to make the pain and obsession go away, I found exactly what I needed to heal. I started this site in October 2016 (which also happens to be Domestic Violence Awareness Month) to give others the opportunity to heal with the help of the same authors, experts, bloggers, thrivers that I have met along the way. These amazing people fashioned, shaped and guided my recovery. May these same folks guide you too on your journey of emotional wellness.

Blessings,
Andrea

Your partner  (lover, husband, friend, parent, coworker) seems genuine. They are not mean and hurtful all of the time, because of course, if they were, you’d never be with them in the first place, and you would have left a long long time ago. No, they are good people, so it seems. You’ve invested time, feelings and even money into this relationship because they were kind and decent at some point. Your lover was loving and romantic in the beginning and still can be sometimes… so there’s no way s/he could be a sociopath!

The truth is, we serve an important purpose in narcissists’ lives (providing sex, love, attention, money, clothing, shelter, a job, food, or prestige, etc) — so much so that they really do treat us well or with kindness and “love”… but it’s not the kind of love that lasts throughout the ages. It’s not the kind of love that makes dreams come true. Rather, it’s a fake love, one that they most likely don’t feel in the same way we do. We are satisfying a need for them.

And that is what makes it so difficult to believe they are cold-blooded planners!

The End of the Sociopath Relationship

Once we no longer serve their needs, they can and will turn on us. It’s impossible for them to hide behind the mask day in and day out, so slip along the way. They turn on us with an unkind word, a temper tantrum, snapping at us, lying to us, even flirting with another woman even though they declare their undying love for us, and we get hurt. “How could s/he say something so mean and hurtful?” you cry to yourself. Because they have no moral boundaries.

In the end — if we love them to the end — they will eventually discard us in the most awful and brutal way. They do not care. It may take a long time if we serve their needs. The countless loving things that were said at an earlier time in our relationship? Those things don’t matter because they were not said with genuine love.

This is why the end can be so brutal. Sociopaths can be dangerous — not so much physically although that is a factor but emotionally. This is where they shine: emotional and psychological abuse. Sociopaths can be callous. On the other hand, they may leave without so much as an unkind word but we are suddenly alone wondering what just happened.

There are many ways narcissists and sociopaths leave and plan our demise.

What matters most to you and me is that we learn to see a sociopath or narcissist for what they are: cold and careless. And after we are done crying over the loss of what we thought we had, we best learn from this, let go and don’t let ourselves get sucked back into a narcissist’s or sociopath’s toxic world or anyone else’s for that matter.

Did you find a sociopath to be a cold-blooded planner? I’d love to hear your story in the comments below.

 

x o

andrea

1 Comment
  • Renee

    So true. Thank you for putting to words what has been going through my mind. He may not be a killer but he killed my spirit and that makes him cold blooded in my book.

    November 26, 2018 at 6:29 pm Reply
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