Hello from Andrea

Greetings! I am Andrea, the author of Narcissist-Free.com. In July of 2014, I experienced a horrific discard and spent a full year trying to hide my anxiety, fear, grief, anger and longing while working full-time and raising my son as a single mom. Unless you have experienced emotional abuse, it is very difficult to understand what targets (aka victims, survivors, thrivers) endure. After a year of franticly searching for ways to make the pain and obsession go away, I found exactly what I needed to heal. I started this site in October 2016 (which also happens to be Domestic Violence Awareness Month) to give others the opportunity to heal with the help of the same authors, experts, bloggers, thrivers that I have met along the way. These amazing people fashioned, shaped and guided my recovery. May these same folks guide you too on your journey of emotional wellness.

Blessings,
Andrea

Our stories are important. They provide a means through which others can understand abuse in its context, and they connect us to one another. Reading a story helps you feel not so alone and isolated, a stark contrast to how we feel while in the grip of abuse. Our stories offer insight, shining a light on that which is so often hidden and kept secret. Alone in our dilemma, breaking free seems almost impossible. What if you knew you weren’t crazy?

 

It could be you extending the life rope.

 

Have you ever considered sharing what you are going through? Are you in the middle of a divorce? Did you come out the other end happier? Are you new to discovering you may be with a psychopath or a narcissist?

 

It’s true, to share is often embarrassing, for victims and abusers hold no societal boundaries. Abusers are in all walks of life, and emotional abuse can often be hidden behind a charitable mask of kindness and thoughtfulness. A person with a charming smile or a well-accoladed do-gooder might be the one who belittles your intelligence behind the curtain of normalcy. A person seeking help is just trying to understand what has just happened, and your story might be the rope she clings to for hope.

 

When we share our stories with the uninformed, we are met with bewilderment, judgement and a lack of understanding. Our families want to help, us but they may not know how. Our friends grab ahold of us, but we stay in our dark corners for it is often much easier to remain than to fight to be free.

 

Your story might just encourage another to break free. How long does it take? I’m often asked. I’ve been married for years, to leave means my whole life will change. Or I have three kids with him, who will help me survive? Or She is a very popular actress, no one will believe me. Or My church believes I should stay. The dilemmas gone on.

 

Psychological abuse almost admittedly requires us to keep everything secret. It doesn’t help when we are punished and prosecuted for sharing the truth. We face smear campaigns by the abuser and possible extradition from families when we stand firm in our boundaries. Police and other authorities refuse to believe us, and unfortunately in the US, psychological abuse is not a crime, therefor we withhold stories of our lives that could benefit others. Our stories are not pretty or even believable, or we would have already told them. However, be assured, they do have a place with those who understand.

 

“The greatest desire of every human being is to be fully known and fully accepted. This is love. It is the call of our hearts. Vulnerability allows others to know us with a deeper intimacy—and show even greater love in the process.” – Joshua Becker

 

We might look dramatic, unhealthy, toxic, or crazy. But not here. Narcissist-Free.com is a caring environment, carefully monitored so that you feel comfortable.

 

Speaking out means taking a risk. It’s not easy, however please realize you have all the strength you need already within. Our stories require courage and strength to share, but remember: it is only a strong and courageous person who can withstand being in any kind of relationship with a toxic person. It takes a special kind of strength to survive abuse. Look at yourself now. You’re here, breathing, living, moving, thinking (and hopefully preparing to write).

 

The narcissist is not the only person who has two sides. We also have two aspects to our humanness: the broken hurting, anxious, angry self and the one we present to the world, to our children, our bosses, our friends. We act as if we are OK, but inside we are hiding a hurt so deep that no one can fathom how breathtakingly awful it is — as if someone has torn up our insides and left us there to wither away. Sharing your story helps to release that hurt. Exposing the carefully packed away experiences brings light to the abuse and will, in the end, free you from that which seeks to hold you back.

 

We are united.

Our common bond keeps us supporting one another because we know what it is like.

 

We are human.

We reacted in ways that put us in a bad light, but we understand one another and do not judge.

 

We strive to heal.

We are no longer defined by the abuser.

 

We are vulnerable.

 

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